daughter love

Last week we sat together on a single chair at Starbucks, waiting for our Frappucino. I piled her long limbs into my lap and circled her with my arms, holding in her angles and big feet. I rubbed my nose into her hair, and she closed her eyes. “You two are so in love,” said a woman to us in passing. “That’s so rare to see.” She lingered in the...

May 9, 2010 · 1 min · Laura J. Frantz

a world

I made a world for them. When I couldn’t find the perfect bunny house for sale, I glued wood and moss and stone, late into the night. I crafted grass, and a pond, and a path between the two bunny families. I felted rugs and bowls, sewed tiny curtains and pillows. I released my love into each piece, working as they slept, and with every stitch I sent thoughts to...

December 27, 2009 · 1 min · Laura J. Frantz

girls

One short vanilla breve and one short hot cocoa to go before hitting the grocery store. No boys. Big smiles.

November 30, 2009 · 1 min · Laura J. Frantz

late

I forgot to arrange a sitter, so I sent him without me. Part of me wanted to go, but I was afraid I’d have nothing to say to them. I didn’t realize he was going to come home so late and so hungry.

November 29, 2009 · 1 min · Laura J. Frantz

twelve degrees

When it’s twelve degrees outside on New Year’s Day, it’s important to stay near the fire, have a guitar dance party, and drink eat leftovers for dinner.

November 24, 2009 · 1 min · Laura J. Frantz

after school

Warm cookies and gloomy skies are the October norm in central New York. He was home all week with the flu. We sat next to each other on the couch, our respective laptops at hand. She wished for flu so she could take her place on the couch, too. The after school cookies were my compromise. We’re looking forward to the weekend: bulb planting, garden clean-up, and sewing for some...

October 30, 2009 · 1 min · Laura J. Frantz

the last sunset

As I watched this day end I somehow knew that I was really watching the end of a season. When we left the next morning, the air had turned much colder. The leaves that lined the turnpike with fire on our way down turned brown and curled in the wake of our speeding northbound minivan.

October 20, 2009 · 1 min · Laura J. Frantz

on the sill

I am not the only one who waits at the window for my little friends’ return.

September 29, 2009 · 1 min · Laura J. Frantz

i said yes

It was hard work. I had to lift heavy pine branches over my head to finish the lean-to, and while I held still to staple the sides of the tee pees, the mosquitoes nearly ate my face off. In fact, one bit me on the left side of my lower lip, and I have been doing dead-on Silvester Stallone impressions all afternoon. Adriaaaaaaan! I wanted to tell them no, because...

September 13, 2009 · 1 min · Laura J. Frantz

to everything there is a season

Our family is going through a time of necessary change. This new season in our lives is exciting, and nerve-wracking, and emotionally exhausting. Some of us are pining away for what was, and some of us are straining toward the new adventure. Some of us find ourselves standing, bewildered and in between, like a transmission half-received.

September 10, 2009 · 1 min · Laura J. Frantz